hmmm [13 May 2004|03:23pm] i have a new lj...luvs_2_teaz, thats where ill be posting

OMG drama [10 May 2004|10:25pm] [ mood | horny ] ok this weekend was so funny you have no idea! ok me and v to the nessa snuck out with jason and josh and went to joshs house because his daddy-o was out of town so we decided we wanted to chill...ok so stupid us stay over at joshs house until 6 in the mo'nin watching movies and josh and v to the nessa got their freak on well kinda. it sucked jason left early tho so we didnt get to PI but we got lots of time. So anyway josh didnt want to take us home because the poor guy had to be at work at 8 so stupid us decided to call uncle brian and have him pick us up and say that he picked us up early and took us to Lukes game,that was a joke! so we went to my uncles and we fell alseep then we got a call at 8 from our parents and we were in trouble! we got home and we just got yelled at about how we could have been picked up and raped and killed...but my gma knew josh so it was all good. Then she took my phone and looked at all of my text messages and the people i last called and who last called me! i was so pissed off, so then she calls josh and Jason and is asking them questions, i felt so bad for them! ok but i am not allowed to talk to anyone on the phone or be online for i dont know when...but my gay gma is making me write fucking standards! is that like 3rd grade or what but o well...it was really funny i thought it was hilarious but it still fucking sucks not having my phone! ok so of course i got blamed for all of it by v to the nessas dad because she is like an "angel" and i am like the "wild one" supposedly according to him but she is older than me which is funny! so at first when we got home v to the nessa was going to be grounded for the rest of the year!! thats until DECEMBER! thats crazy but now she is only grounded for a month, but we are not allowed to hang out for a while which isnt going to happen because her dad cant stop us. So our parents tried to tell us that they called the cops which was stupid because i know my gma wouldn't do that but i didnt know she was pretty pissed, but then we were talking and she told me that she didnt call them but she wanted to make everyone to believe that she did but whatever. So i am happy tho because my gma is tha bomb no joke! ok so saturday after all of this drama went down me and rea went to Ojai to get a Spa Treatment for my gma at Ojai Valley Inn which costed a whole lotta mula$! then we went to the beach for a few hours and met some hotties! but they lived in San Diego so we got to take a road trip soon! and then sunday my mom came over and we went to breakfast and then Rea,Brian,my mom, and gam went to dinner at Black Angus and then we came home. yah so today was pretty chill just stayed home and did a little shoppin and stuff but this is going to be my last journal update unless everyone leaves the house like they did tonight...well i am outta here i love JA to the SON and AARON IS A FUCKING SEXY MAN! POUND IT like no other! JASON ANYTIME ANYWHERE! MUAH ~krystal

OMG! [06 May 2004|12:31pm] [ mood | happy ] ok last night i had another 5 hour conversation with my sex man JASON! it was so hott he is so damn sexy, like no joke! yah me and v to the nessa were talking to him at like 3 in the morning. yah Jason anywhere anytime you know it with the white skirts! hell yah so anyway today is going to be chill i guess i am supposed to go to v to the nessas softball game but i dont know josh flaked out on me and jason so its all good i guess i have a lot of shit i have to do i think. so anyway life is going pretty great i have no complaints its all chill except i need a car and a license and JASON needs a car! haha anyway there is so much going on right now its really awesome. so today my bellybutton kinda hurts but it is all good it looks so cute! ok i seriously need to get pictures up here of v to the nessa and some sexy guys, like fo sho! anyway i need to do my schoolwork in a minute and it is going to suck because i have to take a long as test for science but it'll be cool. i cant wait till summer PI all the time. yah well i am going to do the things that need to get done right now so im out...love you muah POUND IT! Aaron AJ & Jason are sexy mothafuckas i heart you guys! hell yah v to the nessa "does he have one net?" k dog"no he has aim" lol good times ok later <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 can you tell that i am bored? ok i am really leaving later nikkas

POUND IT BIATCH! [05 May 2004|10:14pm] [ mood | horny ] hey i am in such a good mood i had a good day! woke up got in the shower got dressed went to Ojai saw some people it was kinda lame because i didnt get to see marlee and everyone but i am over it. so after i went and got my bellybutton pierced and then came home. it was pretty chill but i dont know i am in a good mood! cant wait till this weekend going to PI with Jason... hell yah you know it! my sex man he makes me so horny! lol yah aaron is soooo hott! anyway i am just sitting here chillin watching some movies with v to the nessa. we might do a little round of naked wrestling tonight on the roof but i dont know we are pretty tired! if we do its on and cracking bitch! ok so i am out for now love you all muah xoxo POUND IT!!!!!!!!!! hell yah crazy style

<3 [04 May 2004|12:41pm] [ mood | bouncy ] right now i am bored just cleaning my room and i might tan later but i dont know it seems way too hott! i think its time to hit the beach...anyone whos down call me but i think it might be too late so how about tomorrow? yah ok well i am out for now love you all, muah....POUND IT JASON! aaron is sexy

busy day [03 May 2004|11:07pm] [ mood | crazy ] today was pretty busy just went out to lunch with Rea and then we went to go get a new stereo put in her car which took forEVER, no joke we waited five hours!!! but in the mean time did some shopping and got some neato shit!! other than that my day was pretty chill. I am tired and i dont feel like doing anything but i might get into the jacuzzi and do a little naked wrestling on the roof with v to the nessa! its on and cracking birch! lol yah V.I.P only and you all know who you are!! ok well tonight be there g2g love yah MUAH.....POUND IT!!

tired [03 May 2004|10:54am] [ mood | exhausted ] holy shit i havent wrote in this thing in 20 bajillion years! um...this weekend was ok didnt party things didnt go as planned which kinda of sucked but whatever. so me and v to the nessa went to the Nascar races yesterday and it was cool only the fact that it was hotter than fuck! and i realized that i was wearing WAY too much clothing and it was really funny, i felt like getting naked but i didnt of course! yah so then we cAME home and i talked to Ja to the son for like 5 hours last night on the phone about P I and shit it was great! jason is the man like no joke! yah so i am going to try to visit him at work today but i dont know we'll see...anyway ACF is the shit! yah so i am bored as fuck and i am soooooo tired so i am outta here love yah MUAH!!!!!! POUND IT like no other!!!!

wow! [30 Apr 2004|12:11am] [ mood | giggly ] ok i havent updated this thing in like years!!!no not really but anyways i think i am kinda fucked up right now which is really bad because it is not even the weekend but i am people and i am going to have so fuck it right? ok so anyway the past days have been good i dont know why but they just have so yah...i am really happy because i got to talk to brandon!i was really happy because i miss him so much and it sux because i would do anything for that boy! ok well we're over it! shit i have to pee! sry i mean i have to use the restroom! oki am being fucking gay right noe i am so out of it and i need to sleep and all i can think about is fuck face! ok vanessa i havent been home all day and i havent seen you and i miss you already! omg tomorrow is friday i cant wait theres going to be fat partys! haha v to the nessa! we be clubbin!lol ok well i feel like dancing so i am going to go i love you all niggas!!muah sry that was racist but not really i am over it! love you ALL!! everything seems like it is going ok but then again there is so much more to bitch about! i miss someone and i think we know who that is! if YOU only fucking knew...one day you will realize! ok well i am over it! just remember ok i am out love you

tired, stressed, fuck it [25 Apr 2004|03:29pm] [ mood | crappy ] shit sucks i woke up today at 1:30 in the afternoon and i felt like shit! i am trying to avoid to talk to someone right now and what does everyone do at my house tell him i am here. Rea is coming home tomorrow and i still have to clean her room which sucks because it looks like a pig lives in there. i am really stressed i think i am getting sick. theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of that one person and it fucking sucks! my mind is so full but at the same time empty. i think i am going to go to deo the shit that i have to get done before i get bitched at...im out

fucking shit..... [25 Apr 2004|02:20am] [ mood | blah ] ok everytime something is going good it changes. i fucking hate how i miss the one person who could possibly hurt me as bad as he did, i found someone that liked me but hey i dont like him anymore..i'de rather go out with a dick that treats me like shit but yah what can i say i cant help how i feel. I hate missing him! i also hate how guys sit there and call girls ho's and shit when they hook up with a guy but if you ask them how many girls they have hooked up with they couldn't even count, its such bullshit. I want to be close to people because they seem like so much fun but then again i realize is it worth it? life is such drama, no joke...everytime i try to eliminate drama from my life it just starts up again! seriously i wish everyone could just all get along, if you think about it all girls do is talk bad about one another and it really sux, i know i have no room to talk because i have talked my shit but girls do talk a lot of shit! Anyway...i hate how i had to move and now all of this shit goes on and it sux, if i would have just stayed in ojai a lot of things would be different in my life...some for the good and bad. what i like...how there is so many people to hang out with and meet but you have to get there, how everything seems so close together because it is the valley, how there is always parties, there is always something to do, and more shit. I could list the shit that i hate but i dont feel like it and i am not in a negative mood. So this weekend was ok i guess it could have been better i am pissed because i missed ACommonFates show. they rock no joke i miss talking to all of them, but then again i wasnt as close as i wish i was, i want to be so close to them if only they knew..honestly but who wouldnt they are all awesome guys!check em out www.ACommonFate.com! the one thing that sux is that i feel like i fucked things up with that too but then again people make it seem way worse than it is and they dont know the whole situation. anyway they are all awesome fucking guys and honestly all boneable!!ooo baby! they are the funnest guys to hang out with yah i already said that! So i went to the cobalt instead and saw some cool bands but allie like made out with guys and i was just NO! allie i love you hunny but ROMI..come on now. i dont think you realize that you deserve better than these fucking drunk guys and we all know what ROMI wanted! ok V to the nessa i love you girl so much, no matter what i have so much fun with you...if you only knew how much different life is with you in it!!you are my homie..i tell you everytin,everytine i tell you! lol yah i dont know what life would be with out you in it! oh yah and we will get over your grumpy ass dad! cant wait till your 18 huh babe? so yah and then tonight i went bowling with josh and johnny, it was fun it suxed tho because i didnt feel too well! Josh is so great he is really funny but he sux at bowling! Johnny is the biggest sweetheart in life, no joke, that boy knows how to treat a girl! he is an awesome bowler too! of course we had to leave early because of v to the nessa's gay curfue but its all good we're over it huh ness? Ok i dont know what tomorrow is going to be like but Rea comes home from Chicago on monday and all this week i have to do a lot of school work. I cant wait till summer i am getting a job yay! me and v to the nessa are going to work,ha thats funny! I am really pissed because i found out that i might have to homeschool next year again but i want to go to highschool but then again NO! i need help i dont know what to do! omg today luke had his T-Ball game and i had to get up at 8 in the monin but its all good i guess that kid is worth it, it was so cute! the little kids! yah so i am tired and it is late and my mind is really full and i want so much, like to be loved by one person. I would seriously give anything to be loved by him and he doesnt even realize but he will one day. and then i think like i cant live without him in my life but i shouldnt let some fucking lame guy ruin my life you know? yah well like i said i am tired and i have to get some sleep and do some thinking so i am out for now muah

i love to be stressed [20 Apr 2004|02:24pm] [ mood | aggravated ] ok this fucking journal wont let me do the colors I want and it is really making me mad i just want a black damn backround with pink writing, i swear i get worked up for nothing!but I have been trying to do this all day! ***Things that are good right now*** ~I found someone that I like ~ my mind is off Brandon ***Things that suck right now*** ~My aunt is gone to Chicago ~I have a Biology report due ~I get so bored being homeschooled ~I have a whole bunch of guys talking shit and they dont even know me but they think they do because of lame dumbass Brandon! I am tired and i need sleep but I have lots of stuff to do your pretty when you cry!

tired [20 Apr 2004|04:19am] [ mood | frustrated ] ok all i have been doing is trying to figure out this fucking gay journal...i finally got it the way i wanted it i think!

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